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Age: 16+
School: ITE West Clementi
Birthday: 15 Sep 1987
Interest: NothinG BuT BasKeTBa||
Hate: Ga|s HuRTs GuYs Fee|ing
Status: Happi|y Wif Tian`Tian
E-Mail: Jinng_Yi@hotmail.com
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some pple ThinK i aM Mad.. Maybe Lor... But
TorO damn shuai sia... HahA... How I Wish I can Be Like Him NehX...Got a lovely ai ai nw... treat mi shoo gd till i have nth to say...
she understand mi alot.. she do alot for mi... help mi to forget abt the past... being wid her... i feel beri relax... no stress at all..
but i dun like her alway quiet... lata relationship lata cold cold de.. i dun wanna her to be another "HER" again... i really scare...
bec0s of her.. i gif myself a chances to stand up and trust love.. i really hope she dun disappoint mi...hate and Jus dun like Gals to hurt GuyS feeling.. fer Gals who see This , i can bet u all Will Be AnGry... BuT it is a FacT...
i Gt Cheated,Lie, Hurt, fool... HoPe ThE 1 n0e nW DuN bE tHe Pers0n tO maKe m| cRy And Heart Break... hAhA...LoVe To P|aY BasKeTbAll..
BasketBall NumBer fer MeTeor & B|aZe Ish _7_ AmBitIoN To Be NBA PlaYer!! LolX... Is ImpossIb|e bahX... LolX...LuRbe TO Meet Str0nG
PPle... Have ChallenG...(BuT NoRt Hao Lian)...HaTe ThoSe Wh0 s0 ha0 liAn.. So Wad? I dun GiF A FucKinG Damn AbT It...DuN CuM And
Nag At Me.... Jus PlaY My Own Sty|e..LurBe To JoKe whiLe PlayIng... If Not... All Like SianZ siaNz...H0Pe To Be StroNG And TO
pLay YouTh CuP?? Lolx...PlaY Bba|| i Can ConTrOl MuaI TemPer.. BUT GorT LiMiT dI... DUn PlaY PlaY.. Dun BeliEvE, Can TrY Me!!!
When I GoRT Form... Wad KiND Of Ball I Shoot AlshOO GO inTo The BaskEt... Lolx.. No FoRm... DUn Pass Mi Better Will WasTe The
Ball.. Wish my dear dear will able to learn bball.. and hope she will alshoo accompany mi to bball court.. dear.. wun disappoint mi hor?? heheX
My.dear.t|an`T|an
i shoo touch.. i see her blog.. i alshoo wanna hug her... although she ish younger than mi 3 years... but a lovely GF... she trying to forget the past and let mi think
of the present... i think i really cannot let her down... i really cant.. i cant afford to lose another gal hu love mi shoo much.. 13.Nov.2004... i will nv forget this day...
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
17 Nov... haix.. today ar.. not feelin veri well... than slp till 12 to 1 plus... dear sms mi.. keep on sms mi.. i noe.. my hands jus cant move.... my whole body beri tired... than slp.. haix... than wake up le... reply her... haix.. i noe she's worry... but i really cant move... haix... than wake up le.. sms dear lor.. watch TV.... than mama cook scramble egg... i think of wenwen tt time at my house.. i cook egg fer her to eat.... haix.. than watch tv... sms rex, david, mZ... i mad le.. i sms them for nth...than left david le.. we sms quite long... he really gd frien of mine... he started to acc mi nw a days.. c0s exam over le.. but i alshoo mus Zhi Dong.. he gt GF le.. need time fer her.. haix.. maybe u all will think.. i alshoo gt caslin wad... haix.. i dunno... i really dunno... my mind is confuse.. izzit the rite choice fer mi??? i dunno.. i miss wenqing alot.. really miss her.. i miss the days we spend... after i watch VCD... i lie on the bed... on mi and wenqing de song... haix.. i miss her ar... really hen miss ta... haix... i noe.. i hurt caslin if she see this... but.. i really cant help it.. than tok to wenya(wenqing sis) on msn.. chat quite alot lor.. haix... ask her abt her PSLE.. and etc lor.. haix... than tml meetin them go play bball in the morning... u noe wad?? i change all the blogger things le... www.xiaobao7.blogspot.com (ish mi and wenqing the memory)... really dun wanna go touch it... rite.. i create new wan... which ish this wan... up to u all lor.. say i flirt or makeu used caslin... to mi... in my heart... there ish onli a gal i lurbe.... which ish wenqing.. i do like caslin.. not as much as wenqing... i am sorry dear.. really sorry.. i dun mean too.. after tt.. go bath..eat.. than sms caslin... i told her not to be shoo gd to mi... u noe y i say this.. last time wenqing used to be veri gd to mi.. but i neglect her... and they way caslin treat mi is really diff frm wenqing... i find wenqing more lurbe and care abt stead... like wise caslin... she did care abt mi.. but ish over the limit le... i find it beri rao ma... really.. i prefer wenqing the way she treat mi...haix.. i alshooo dunno wad to do lahs.. i not scare write like tt... if i dun say out... i find tt.. i am cheating caslin and alshoo cheating myself... i really not worthy fer ur love caslin... really not the guy that u think ish simple.. i am a beri diff guy to get to noe... u may noe mi well.. but u wanna mi to replace u and wenqing.. ish really hard... really hard.... to mi.. i already dun beleive and promise than u gif mi.. c0s.. i learn my lesson.. i dun wanna get hurt.... even i say i beleive u.. in my heart.. i dun remember tt promise... c0s promise ish alway meant to break.... understand?? this is wad i learn frm wenqing... i promise her too much... and i break it times and times... i noe the hurt she get last time.. c0s i nw having the hurt.. which really cant be heal nw... if realli heal... there will alway be a scar there.... a scare of memory i used to have wif her... really....i did say i wanna try... but i am really trying hard.. really trying... and the things jus cant move away... this like a super glue... i alway and every day in a pain.. i struggle every single day... really.. i noe u ask mi not to think.. sho do i? i alway tel myself... but in the end.. i keep thinking.. i will not think if i am doing things.... like bball? work? slp? sometime even i slp.. i drea of her... i dun wanna say... haix.. last nite i dream of her again...u see... it jus can move away.. cant....i now sayin all these not to have any intention.. if 1 day u cannont take it... u wanna leave mi.. i dun force...and dun blame u.. c0s... ish my fault.. but u will be in 1 of my memory... like all my ex... there still have memory in my mind... sometime i do think of them... sometime happy things will lead to sad when u are thinking.... that's y i cry yesterday... haix.. wo hen lei.. i sometime really wanna slp and dun ever wake up.. really dun wan... haix.... u noe wad.. last nite.. i sheded tears fer her again.... wo hao ton ar... zhen de hen ton.. no1 can cure mi.. onli 2 person.... 1... my self... 2... wenqing... onli this choice.. rite nw.. i using the 1st wan... but i find it hard... haix... tml ish 1 month le... we break fer 1 month le... 1st time have the feeling that she leave mi 1 month... haix.. to u all 1 month ish nth... but mi.. this 1 month i struggle... really stuggle... actually i getting over.. trying.... not like last few weeks... ish like hell.. haix... i get to understand... i shld let her go... really must.... u lurbe her..u must let go... if not.. u are adding budden to her... this is wad i learn frm this lurbe i used to haf... love ish concern not demanding... really... i nv wan anything back frm her.. jus hope she will able to be frien and chat wif mi if possible.. but.. i dun think shoo bahX... haix... hen lei le... i choice this path.. i shld face it myself... wenqing.. i really miss u lots... haix.. dear.. love ya too....
JinngYi
JinngYi
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
16 Nov... hmm.. shoo tired.. wake up at 7 plus.. cal dear.. she still slping.. haha.. pig lehZ... hehe.. than i rest a while.. go brush teeth and prepare... hmm... than go cwp.. she sms mi say she will late... ah yio.. alway late di.. dunno wad she do alshoo.. than i at the breadtalk there... hmm... think of dear.. than after tt.. i see bus 912... think of her again.. haix.. think of the happy days... i dun wanna think de.. haix.. but cant help it.. not fair to dear.. haix.. than saw dear coming.. shoo happy.. hehe... than go towards her.. than we go mac there.. than she dun wanna eat lehZ... dunno y.. than we seat at cwp the b3... haix.. i think of mi and wenqing again.. but nv really go think.. c0s i keep talking to dear mahX... than after a while quiet... than i wanna slp.. but scare lata dear boring.. than nv slp lor.. dear keep ask mi go sch lehZ.. dun feel like lehZ... than i say.. i wan pei her.. than she keep nag at mi.. i started to tink of wenqing nag at mi.. haix... WHY!~~~ why i keep thinking of her.. haven i forgetten her??? OMG.... i noe dear see this will sad de.. but.. i better tel her the truth than lie to her.. make mi feel more bad.. haix... than go clementi return things.. than go jurong point watch movie.. dear wanna take foto lehZ... but i no $$.. haix.. sorry dear.. haix.. next time ok?? hmm.. than dear tel mi she think of her ex... than u started to think of wenqing... we tt time go jurong point watch Dark Water.. haix... than when to the cinema.. we seat down.. watch the show... knn.. si bei sianz.. watch liao more and more wanna slp.. kao.. regret sia.. nvm lahs.. than finish show le.. i BTH.. wanna slp ar... than go hm lor.. in the train dunno y we all sho quiet.. haix.. than i think... HU? her again.. why~~~! haix.. than started to rain... i think of that day mi and wenqing play in the rain.. piggy back her... ran in the rain.. sent her hm... i started to to shed my tears for her again... i cant control... y.... dear see mi le.. sent mi sms.. say "dun, dun wan mi ok?" i see liao.. i more and more wanna cry.. haix.. but i control it.. i am sorry dear.. haix.. than sent dear on the way hm... see her cry... i really beri bad.. y must i live in this world... y i alway hurt pple hu love mi alot.. why~~~! i hate myself... haix... than after tt.. i walk... see 912... started to think... than dunno y.. my body walk to pizza... haix.. nv see her.. than i go le.. i dunno y.. i alot of days nv see her le.. haix... my mind and head beri pain out of a sudden... hen ton.... seems to wanna break down le... reach hm... online.. go see her friendster.. but nth to see.. haix.. than dear online le... we started to tok lor.. than chat chat... chat abt this thurs... sori dear.. i really dun wanna pple to noe shoo fast.. gif mi some time hao mahX... i really need time to recovered.... haix... than i go work le lor.. i work.. my mind finally rest... nv think shoo much.. after work.. go hm wif friends... than reach hm... i write blog le lor.. haix.. tml not going to sch.. shoo tired... maybe stay at hm watch tv bahX... hao le lahs.. stop here... dear... love u... wenqing... miss u too.. haix
JinngYi
JinngYi
Monday, November 15, 2004
15 Nov... today ar.. slp till 11 plus.. haha... have a gd slp.. sms dear.. no reply lehZ... tink she still slp... pig lai de.. haha.... u noe wad... abt 12 plus.. she sms mi... tel mi she slp.. wahaha... really slp sia.. pig.. hehe.. slp early than mi.. than wake up late than mi.. hehe... than she tel mi... she wanna tel her mama abt us wor..kinda scare lata her mama dun like mi.. than we sms till she need to do house work le... than after she do le.. sms again.. than she wanna go out wif her mama... than nv sms lor.. than i slack and watch VCD... than slp le.. than dear dear msn mi.. sms mi.. i nv reply.. shoo bad... than i wake up ish abt 5 le... than i saw her shoo worry fer mi.. than i ji tao tok to her.. but i suddenly head pain.. c0s.. last time i slp.. i wake up will rest for awhile.. but nw i nv... but nvm lahs.. hehe.. must used to it.. haha... than chat wif dear dear.. than go work... meet dear tml for breakfast.. tml got test at 9.. heck lahs... pei dear... haha.. she dunno.. by the time she read already too late le... lolx... lata she scold mi.. sorry dear.. but i wan pei u mahX... hehe.. than i go work le.. wah.. today alot of pple... shoo tired.. hehe.. cant wait to knock off.. can cal dear.. but.. after work.. dear say wan slp.. haix.. nvm lor.. than i listen mp3 while going hm... reach hm le.. tok tok wif wei... than write blog.. hehe.. ok lahs.. wanna go le.. tml need to meet dear... tiantian... lurbe u wor... muacks..
JinngYi
JinngYi
Sunday, November 14, 2004
14 Nov... today ar... my hp alarm nv cal mi nehX... haha.. but lucky i wake up at 8.10... still wun late.. hehe... but must faster.. i did haf a gd slp yesterday.. hehe... my 1st think when i wake up ish to see my dear dear gt sms mi anot.. hehe.. but dun have nehX.. but nvm... lata meeting her.. than i sms her lor.. than i walk to mrt station... think of wenwen abit.. than dear sms mi.. than nv think le.. onli think why she shoo long than reply mi.. haha...than listen to mp3 lor... hehe.. than at there wait fer her fer 5 mins.. hehe.. than i see her... beri happy lehZ.. haha.. than go mrt lor.. but she look sad lehZ.. haix... see her sad.. than i think of wenwen.. haix... but i tel myself cannot like tt.. than i find someting to tok to her lor... but still quiet de.. than nvm lor... than dun wan her to think.. but i dunno wad to do lehZ... hmmm... hope she dun think shoo much bahX... hehe.. than after a while.. she hug mi nehX.. hehe.. than i hug her... beri warm warm nehX.. haha... i find it like beri fast lehZ... but i nv think shoo much.. than i see her like beri sick sick de.. than like a bit heart pain.. dunno y alshoo... hehe... than at bugis le... sent her to the CO place... than i go le.. than i sms rex they all.. than i say i at bugis when he ask mi.. than he ask mi where to go jurong de bball court take wad bus.. hmm... sms dear nv reply mi lehZ... than i dun bother her.. c0s she haf CO lesson... dun disturb her... u noe wad.. i listen to mp3 when going to jurong.. i nv think of wenwen... i think of dear... surprise alshoo.. think abt yesterday we watch movie.. hehe... than reach jurong le.. than meet them play bball... than i beri lousy sia.. must train le.. hehe... than we started to tok... and dear sms mi.. shoo happy.. wait fer shoo long.. she reply mi le.. hehe... than rex say.. u and caslin together ar.. than i diam diam.. but got a bit smile...than they noe mi and caslin.. hehe.. rex say.. no wonder i go bugis.. haha... he noe caslin sun go CO de... hehe... than like tt.. we tok tok.. than swimming.. dear cal me.. ask mi to eat.. hehe.. shoo happy.. than we go swimming... than i find tt my hp wan no batt le.. wah.. i beri du lan... cannot sms her.. sobX... than i go swimming le.. we chat alot.. say wanna ask our stead outing and play bball.. hope my dear dear will acc mi de wor... hehe... i think she wun disappoint mi de... hehe... than this thursday got BBQ... but i got work.. heck lahs.. i wan go... ask dear go.. but she say c 1st.. got kinda of feelin she cant go nehX.. haix.. nvm lor.. see how lor... than we chat alot.. when we nv tok... i think of dear whether.. she eat liao mah... hehe.. miss her alot... haha.. than after tt.. we eat KFC.. than we go play bball.. than hp no batt ar.. kao.. du lan.. hehe.. than faster go hm.. haha... than reach hm le.. dear sms mi... say worry mi.. hehe.. she shoo silly.. i boi lehZ.. no 1 wan mi de lahs... i shoo ugly.. hehe... than she online le.. we tok.. she beri sad.. i can see she beri jealous abt the blog.. but.. i reallly really really really hope she noe... this my memory.. i noe her feelin nw.. if i were her i alshoo will sad de.. dear.... dun like tt hao ma.. dun sad... i really really will forget her.. understand mi ok?? haix... than we chat lor.. than she bz.. c0s she write blog... than take the chance to write blog.. ok lahs.. wanna stop here.. cos dun let dear wait fer mi too long... Tian Tian... wo ai ni... muacks...
JinngYi
Saturday, November 13, 2004
13 Nov... haix... yesterdae...sms wif caslin(rex de ex)... than need to go take hp le... on the way... caslin cal mi and chat.. than she say lata maybe wanna pei mi go take hp... than i say anything.... meet ming hui take hp lor.. than reach there... haven cum... ask mi to wait till 9 plus.. than ok lor.. i wait... hmm... than go walk walk wif ming hui... haix... than after a while caslin wanna meet mi le.. than i veri sory to ming hui... but she understand... hehe... after tt... meet caslin le.. i find tt she is a veri nice gal...we chat alot... get along veri well.. quite nice gal... than at her house down stair chat le.. than i find tt.. i gt abit like her le.. i dunno.. but i veri scare... she ish another gal that i tok le.. than i wun think of wenwen.... i told her tt i need some1 to pei mi and close to mi... than i alshoo like her abit.. than i will get over wenwen veri fast... i can see she ish tryin to make mi not to think.. got a kinda of feeling she like mi lehZ... but i shoo confuse... we sms after she go hm.. reach hm le... than i cal her... wah.. can tel u.... we chat alots.. abt BGR... i can see she realli wanna help mi forget wenwen... haix... but i really nv go and think lor.. although sometime she ish quiet... haix... than we tok till 3 plus lehZ... than after tt we decide to meet in the morning than go eat breakfast... hehe... than ok lor.. wah.. than i get some slp.. slp liao... than i meet her 8.30 at woodlands... than we chat and chat... like veri close like tt lor... than she pei mi go bishan walk walk... than lata i work easy... so sweet of her.. hee.... veri happy..than we decide to watch movie after i work lor.. hehe.. than she go check the time.. hmmm... than i wanna work le... cannot pei her go hm... seems to be veri bad lor... haix.. but she understand.. i find tt.. she more and more understand mi le.. u noe.. today i whole dau nv think of wenwen nehX.. she really veri power... than after i work.. i shoo anxious to meet her lehZ.. dunno y.. hehe... than meet her le.. we go buy ticket.. than she pay herself... she noe i now no $$... haix... really feel bad.. she today morning the breakfast ish she treat de lehZ... haix... i shoo useless.. haix... than in the movie.. we see shake tale.. shoo funny.. than i dunno y i suddenly type 1 sms let her see.. say... wad if i say i like u.. how u feel??? i noe is veri fast... but i find u are beri gd to mi.. and maybe u are the 1 i need... but i need time to get over... do u mind??? than she reply mi... hmmm... i understand... she dun mind... she say ok... than i say... ok means wad... than she say.. wad do u think.. i say.. ok means ok lor?? she say yeah... heheZ.. than i say... i hope she understand and dun be angry wif sometime i think of wenwen.. she say.. she wun de.. i am sure being wif her i wun think of wenwen.. like today... heheX... than after tt sms... she started to lie my shoulder... shoo sweet.... hehe... than like tt lor.. after the show.. we go civi and seat down.. she lie on mu shoulder.. and i change her name in my hp to dear le.. she beri hapy.. shoo do i.. really nv think of wenwen... but sometime we quiet.. i will think abit lor...than she pei mi go bball court see see... than i sent her hm lor.. than after tt.. i go hm le... than we started to sms alshoo.. she cal mi lao gong lehZ.. i think of wenwen tt time.. maybe u all think i make used of her... but i really need her to let mi relase wenwen.. and when time pass... i will really lurbe her.. she really a sweet gal...i dunno i do this choice ish gd a not.. haix.. i hope she really understand... i alshoo like her de... but not as much as wenwen.. but i will try...i noe she alshoo trying.. i am glad... hehe... tml she got go outside join de CO lehZ... at bugis... ask mi pei her.. 9... than rex they all say 9 meet le... go play bball than swimming.. i will of c0s meet caslin lahs.. i dun wanna lose her bec0s of basketball... i have my lesson.... i am sorry dear(caslin)... if i nv change my blog... c0s i really wanna keep this as memory.. as fer pple hu see this blog.. i hope u all dun say out i and her together.. c0s.. i dun wan caslin to be say by other pple... ish not fair fer her.. when things settle down le.. than u all say i wun mind.. ok? thank's alot... caslin... lurbe u.. and miss u... wenwen.. miss ya too...
JinngYi
Dennis Tan Jinng Yi & Caslin Kwang Xiao Tian
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JinngYi
Dennis Tan Jinng Yi & Caslin Kwang Xiao Tian
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