16 Nov... hmm.. shoo tired.. wake up at 7 plus.. cal dear.. she still slping.. haha.. pig lehZ... hehe.. than i rest a while.. go brush teeth and prepare... hmm... than go cwp.. she sms mi say she will late... ah yio.. alway late di.. dunno wad she do alshoo.. than i at the breadtalk there... hmm... think of dear.. than after tt.. i see bus 912... think of her again.. haix.. think of the happy days... i dun wanna think de.. haix.. but cant help it.. not fair to dear.. haix.. than saw dear coming.. shoo happy.. hehe... than go towards her.. than we go mac there.. than she dun wanna eat lehZ... dunno y.. than we seat at cwp the b3... haix.. i think of mi and wenqing again.. but nv really go think.. c0s i keep talking to dear mahX... than after a while quiet... than i wanna slp.. but scare lata dear boring.. than nv slp lor.. dear keep ask mi go sch lehZ.. dun feel like lehZ... than i say.. i wan pei her.. than she keep nag at mi.. i started to tink of wenqing nag at mi.. haix... WHY!~~~ why i keep thinking of her.. haven i forgetten her??? OMG.... i noe dear see this will sad de.. but.. i better tel her the truth than lie to her.. make mi feel more bad.. haix... than go clementi return things.. than go jurong point watch movie.. dear wanna take foto lehZ... but i no $$.. haix.. sorry dear.. haix.. next time ok?? hmm.. than dear tel mi she think of her ex... than u started to think of wenqing... we tt time go jurong point watch Dark Water.. haix... than when to the cinema.. we seat down.. watch the show... knn.. si bei sianz.. watch liao more and more wanna slp.. kao.. regret sia.. nvm lahs.. than finish show le.. i BTH.. wanna slp ar... than go hm lor.. in the train dunno y we all sho quiet.. haix.. than i think... HU? her again.. why~~~! haix.. than started to rain... i think of that day mi and wenqing play in the rain.. piggy back her... ran in the rain.. sent her hm... i started to to shed my tears for her again... i cant control... y.... dear see mi le.. sent mi sms.. say "dun, dun wan mi ok?" i see liao.. i more and more wanna cry.. haix.. but i control it.. i am sorry dear.. haix.. than sent dear on the way hm... see her cry... i really beri bad.. y must i live in this world... y i alway hurt pple hu love mi alot.. why~~~! i hate myself... haix... than after tt.. i walk... see 912... started to think... than dunno y.. my body walk to pizza... haix.. nv see her.. than i go le.. i dunno y.. i alot of days nv see her le.. haix... my mind and head beri pain out of a sudden... hen ton.... seems to wanna break down le... reach hm... online.. go see her friendster.. but nth to see.. haix.. than dear online le... we started to tok lor.. than chat chat... chat abt this thurs... sori dear.. i really dun wanna pple to noe shoo fast.. gif mi some time hao mahX... i really need time to recovered.... haix... than i go work le lor.. i work.. my mind finally rest... nv think shoo much.. after work.. go hm wif friends... than reach hm... i write blog le lor.. haix.. tml not going to sch.. shoo tired... maybe stay at hm watch tv bahX... hao le lahs.. stop here... dear... love u... wenqing... miss u too.. haix

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